Horoscope
"Take a back seat to someone you are trying to help. It will impress everyone around you if you are encouraging and supportive. Put everything else aside and nurture the relationship that means the most to you. "
Saw this horoscope reading from yun's blog... it is so true about things that has been happening around me lately.... prehaps I should take this advise...
Lately I was been assigned to help out my casting director aka a newbie or should I say she is a sitcom scriptwriter who decided to be more active by taking up a position in pre-producing the upcoming drama that we are going to film this July. She was suppose to be doing audition and I felt that i'm preparing everything -prepare her rough paper to write names, book room, get tape, etc, and she just come in to DO AUDITION!~!~ Actually, I don't have a good impression on her, everything start off bad when I first met her.... she was the writer for my previous drama and she decided again to direct some of the scenes in the drama... she is suppose to do a scene on the road whereby the artist hail a taxi and she gets onto it. Another artist tries to stop her from leaving and tries to squeeze into the taxi but was been pushed out of the taxi. I went to find the road that she was looking for, this kind of scene we usually suggest that best is to do it in a carpark as it will be min. traffic and noise. Plus, with this short of notice I won't be able to get a police clearance... When I told her where is the place is, she never tell me its not what she is looking for till I asked her. When I asked her, she say its not long enough, etc when ask what she is looking for she has difficulty telling me!~~ How in the world do I know what is inside your head and the suprising part is SHE IS A WRITER!~~! how can she don't know how to EXPRESS herself in SPEECH!~~!~*faint* I asked her, do you need to see the HDB as background, what kind of road - 2 lane, quiet?, etc But all she can gave me was unsure... So I went blindly again to find her another street which I felt that its wide enough for 2 cars to pass through even if we occupy the right most lane, its quite long, nice HDB background and quiet. I told her about it and she never tell me anything about it. To make it WORST, on the morning of the actual shooting day, if it wasn't my casting director that called me and I checked with her, I dint even know that she do not like the road!~!~! AND, she NEVER TELL ME!~!~ Neither is my AD!~! (even thought she knows it. ) There I was panicing lik hell as the shoot is in the afternoon and we do not have a road (meaning I did not secure the location). I called her to told her about my unhappiness and she told me why am I so upset about. She will go find her road herself with Bob. OH please lor, the shoot is in the afternoon lor. In the end, she ended up shooting in the carpark. DUH!~!~ *faint*
After this incident, I'm all very negative about her. I'm those kind of person, I will seldom hate or dislike a person but if I do get to there means the person have really step on to my tail very hard. But anyway, after reading this horoscope write up, I think I should be actually "take a back seat to someone you are trying to help." Maybe be she has difficulty expressing herself in speech, deep inside she is a nice person that need time to understand her style of working. Always look at the bight side of life!~!~ *whistle away*
Talking about "Put everything else aside and nurture the relationship that means the most to you". Thinking back, for the past 3months I have been too busy with my work that I have hardly have time to nurture my relationship. Having him away for 2 weeks and I have abit of free time now, I start to realise prehaps this relationship has been left on the shelf too long that things have become a stand still for both of us.... Or maybe the scar of the previous relationship which left a wound still aching inside my heart - I no longer wanted to get too involve in my relationship, fearing that I will fall hard again... I question myself... maybe he is too indivdiualistic for me...maybe I don't actually love him... maybe he don't realli love me either.. maybe we just get together too fast before knowing each other... or prehaps is just lack of time to nurture the relationship... maybe I will find the answer in australia
Saw this horoscope reading from yun's blog... it is so true about things that has been happening around me lately.... prehaps I should take this advise...
Lately I was been assigned to help out my casting director aka a newbie or should I say she is a sitcom scriptwriter who decided to be more active by taking up a position in pre-producing the upcoming drama that we are going to film this July. She was suppose to be doing audition and I felt that i'm preparing everything -prepare her rough paper to write names, book room, get tape, etc, and she just come in to DO AUDITION!~!~ Actually, I don't have a good impression on her, everything start off bad when I first met her.... she was the writer for my previous drama and she decided again to direct some of the scenes in the drama... she is suppose to do a scene on the road whereby the artist hail a taxi and she gets onto it. Another artist tries to stop her from leaving and tries to squeeze into the taxi but was been pushed out of the taxi. I went to find the road that she was looking for, this kind of scene we usually suggest that best is to do it in a carpark as it will be min. traffic and noise. Plus, with this short of notice I won't be able to get a police clearance... When I told her where is the place is, she never tell me its not what she is looking for till I asked her. When I asked her, she say its not long enough, etc when ask what she is looking for she has difficulty telling me!~~ How in the world do I know what is inside your head and the suprising part is SHE IS A WRITER!~~! how can she don't know how to EXPRESS herself in SPEECH!~~!~*faint* I asked her, do you need to see the HDB as background, what kind of road - 2 lane, quiet?, etc But all she can gave me was unsure... So I went blindly again to find her another street which I felt that its wide enough for 2 cars to pass through even if we occupy the right most lane, its quite long, nice HDB background and quiet. I told her about it and she never tell me anything about it. To make it WORST, on the morning of the actual shooting day, if it wasn't my casting director that called me and I checked with her, I dint even know that she do not like the road!~!~! AND, she NEVER TELL ME!~!~ Neither is my AD!~! (even thought she knows it. ) There I was panicing lik hell as the shoot is in the afternoon and we do not have a road (meaning I did not secure the location). I called her to told her about my unhappiness and she told me why am I so upset about. She will go find her road herself with Bob. OH please lor, the shoot is in the afternoon lor. In the end, she ended up shooting in the carpark. DUH!~!~ *faint*
After this incident, I'm all very negative about her. I'm those kind of person, I will seldom hate or dislike a person but if I do get to there means the person have really step on to my tail very hard. But anyway, after reading this horoscope write up, I think I should be actually "take a back seat to someone you are trying to help." Maybe be she has difficulty expressing herself in speech, deep inside she is a nice person that need time to understand her style of working. Always look at the bight side of life!~!~ *whistle away*
Talking about "Put everything else aside and nurture the relationship that means the most to you". Thinking back, for the past 3months I have been too busy with my work that I have hardly have time to nurture my relationship. Having him away for 2 weeks and I have abit of free time now, I start to realise prehaps this relationship has been left on the shelf too long that things have become a stand still for both of us.... Or maybe the scar of the previous relationship which left a wound still aching inside my heart - I no longer wanted to get too involve in my relationship, fearing that I will fall hard again... I question myself... maybe he is too indivdiualistic for me...maybe I don't actually love him... maybe he don't realli love me either.. maybe we just get together too fast before knowing each other... or prehaps is just lack of time to nurture the relationship... maybe I will find the answer in australia
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